I am so happpyyyY!!! =D my dear drove mum here to bring me some really nice home-cooked food...! really miss them... so sweet of mum to cook and bring it all over for me! thank u...:) and finally got to see my dear after a whole week!! i really missed u.... so happy to see u today... and i think im the happiest and luckiest girl ever to have you by my side!!! :) I love u!! :) *muack*

He is the BEST performer alive!!! my goodness, when i watch Michael Jackson perform i can't take my eyes off him cos im so afraid i'll miss a dance move or a special effect... I think he is the only performer who can stand on a live stage and not move for 10 minutes and get away with it!!! the fans were just chanting his name in one of the vids where he froze in a pose for like 1-2 mins and everyone was just waiting with bated breath, then he sprang into action!!! ahhhhh im so happpyyyyy... watching MJ videos of his live performances on youtube make me so happpyyyy!!! he's really good... i mean how many consecutive no 1s did this guy have?? 7!!!!!!!!! how is that possible maygod.. he rocks!! hahaha i think ive watched so much that i can rmb all his dance moves for billie jean n smooth crminal alr hahahhaa... love it when he nods his head when he dances to "annie are u ok, are u ok, are u ok annie!!" hahahahaha :D MJ forever!!!

wahhhhh im so full and happyyyy after eatg with Val at the ichiban boshi place at JP!! hahaha was really starving when i went there, jus gobbled down my food ha.. didnt eat much for lunch I realised...! :) then i bought bubble tea! My POWPOW cha HAHAHA... :D yes, im really happy from my food!! esp good food hee...

bleah ive got to get down to studyg faster!! today i was speeding up so ha that's gd!! i shall keep that up ha...:) yay val's gonna stay over next wk, so ive got company!! :) ( though il stil try to get ben down!!) :D lalala feeling happy for some reason.. :) maybe its the bubble tea!! :D ok im high..


well today's the last day of sch! haha managed to have lunch with the rest.. except yaya who ran away!!!

I've just had dinner with mum n ben(finally!) at jurong point's pizza hut ha...:) they came over to take me out to dinner..:) mum was really sweet to make me soup n bird's nest!! tho ben insists they look like sth i shall not name here but the image is now stuck in my mind ha..:) well, he had the soup instead ha...:)

It's raining now, and I hope dear doesn't catch a cold.. he was soaked when he went home... think he had a shower and knocked out... :)

I havn't been able to see u as much this 2 weeks and I really missed u.. U're the only one who can touch my heart and I'm only truly happy when I'm with u.. thanks for putting up with me sometimes, I know that there are times when it hasn't been easy and I made u worry.. but pls dun, cos at the end of the day, there are no secrets, no hidden thoughts between the both of us...
You're still my dear, no matter what.
This means more to me than u could ever imagine.. and I love u for all that uve done for me.. It's been one year and more.. I can't wait for the rest of my life... :) I love you, ben. :)

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I've been trying to study and i feel so unmotivated..sighs.. this has just been a bad sem... mentally.. i dunno, im just not prepared mentally for wk i think.. didnt start out well.. n maybe it's got to do with the subjs im doing... hopefully when next sem comes, il be doing things i really like... yea im studying... sooooo slooowwwlyyy... but as my dear says: Mind over body!! hahaha :)

My circle of acquaintances is growing, while my close friends seem to be shrinking.. kinda saddens me.. I can count on one hand how many close frens i have... ii jus dun like this competitiveness that im seeing, this climbing over people to get ahead, this 'you're not doing much for me i dun need to know u' attitude.. i hate it n honestly it irks me.. I hate it when people think that they can jus steamroll over me, that I'm a pushover. close frens wld tell u im not. But then again, if u dun know me well enough to know that, u never need to.

Im tired. really so. I know who the important people in my life are.

haha yay im in Prof D's lecture now and I cant open my eyes... ahhhh... just do the lect and we can leave!! ahhhhh my eyes... im so so so tireddd... sighs..

There were many things that I thought abt before I opened this window and now ive got nothing in my head!! hahaha

I'm going a little Harry Potter and Ginny-mad haha... They are the best couple! they should be tgt! ive been re-watching the HP movies and I discovered fan-made videos on youtube abt harry and ginny!! haha she's so pretty! :)

been missing dear.. hope I can see him on thurs, if not, then on fri or the wkend... :) I miss u!! Hmmmmm and I'll always be there for u! :)

Some people are so fucking irritating that I don't care if I don't talk to them ever again.

HAPPY ONE YEAR!! :)

Nara still serves the best food...:)

Dear.. we've been thru so much in this past year that tonight seems like a culmination of everything that we've had to go thru.. It hasn't been easy, things have gotten difficult sometimes...but we've always stuck it thru, we've always faced them together...I don't recall a time when u havnt been by my side to weather thru the problems together... You're all and more that I could have asked for...I'm so happy that I've been able to spend this special day with YOU.. It's been a year filled with great joy, cos u've been by my side... And here's to many more together dear!!! :)

I love you.